Rare Americans - Moving Beyond lyrics

This ain't my head
This is for real, man
I'm sitting at a new kitchen table trying to get a start on a plan
I'm bending back
I'm breaking it down
In a different spot now, but still the same part of town

Withdrawing, withdrawing
My feelings are gone
Withdrawing, withdrawing
My feelings are gone
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it

I fell in love with this data
That made me a guy that I hated
I'm not sure if I can go back
I think the two are related
I'm lost within myself, a shadow walking in my own shoes
I can't get off a drug
I've never even used
Spent a couple years in my head
Lawyering arguing in sides
Better care pretty hard to fake it
It's a tug of war inside

Withdrawing, withdrawing
My feelings are gone
Withdrawing, withdrawing
My feelings are gone
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it

Over and over
Due meal with an old chum
He asked, what's new?
I say, forgiving doesn't make it right
Man, it just frees you
Spent too much for my own good
Bought myself in bars
It's really hard to keep a secret or judge from afar
Tell me how many out of 10
Can come all the way back?
I would be in that camp, my friend
That is a matter of fact

Beyond, beyond
I'm moving beyond
Beyond, beyond
I'm moving beyond
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it, I can feel it
I can feel it