Rav - Lost Reason lyrics

I can't even think of a day
On which for a second I didn't think of pain
Heard a howl, had to rush, grab the bricks and
If life's a bitch, then death is a kitten

I build a house, burned it down, built another one
The other pigs just laughed, called it bothersome
So tired, but proud of my achievements
I found the belief, but lost the reason

The holder is blind, the beauty is benign
Conceptual paradox behind infected eyes
Disconnected from the mind
But in line with the flow of life regardless
So of course it gives light
You don't have to be able to see
To open another person's eyes
And help them perceive
Responsibilities
Is something I don't need

I build a house, burned it down, built another one
The other pigs just laughed, called it bothersome
So tired, but proud of my achievements
I found the belief, but lost the reason