Rav - MARBLE DEFICIENCY (boo hoo) lyrics

Traced my footprints 'til I
Drift over backwards
Why am I always so willing
To give into sadness?
Burn down my house, just to build me a palace
Painted a picture and spit in the camera
(lens)

So what do you do, when you ain't shit?
When you ain't you?
When they say that everything about you is
Just too much of an issue?
They say if you ain't them, you ain't cool
I ain't got a lot of marbles left
Sometimes wish to harm myself
Trapped in my apartment cell it's all hell

So sick and tired, of being sick and tired
Figure "Life's a bitch" Why
Don't that bitch retire?
She wouldn't piss on me even if
I were lit on fire
Skip entire days of thinking
Keep on getting higher

But no amount of drugs seem
To make me numb enough
To not think about the stuff that
I keep on fucking up
They told me life would suck
So my "Why?" should suck it up
My mind was once a dove
Now it's covered up in mud

So what do you do, when you ain't them?
When you're just you?
Sitting in the dark with a box of tissues?
Flipping off your shadows? Going boo hoo?

Bitch, boo hoo boo hoo
Bitch, boo hoo boo hoo (Yuh)