Raymouton - My last note lyrics

This is how it goes im just
To stressed out the more i
Think about the more i can't
Control it i think about
It every day i just want to die i use to love
You but im not feeling okay i did my best
To show you i love you but
You choose someone else you
Lied to me and made me
Feel ashamed i can't take
This pain anymore i just can't
Stop i did my best
To show you everything im so
Fucking done with myself

My last note and im doing fine my
Last note you know ill be alright

When we get together i just
Don't want whoever you'll be
In my heart now baby your the best now
Hold on what am i saying you broke me now
Im crying i can't see why you were lying
I could not handle it because i can't do this
Now why do i feel this way did she
Have to do me wrong i wish i could have
Seen it coming oh im such a fool

My last note and im doing fine my
Last note you know ill be alright