RdrR, Beccaisleeping - Escapism lyrics

I swear, Im tired of crying
And I swear, Im so close to dying
These thoughts they keep me at night
And I can’t turn them off
I know,  I’m not that important you got new
Friends that are boring i don’t know
How it all happen where did I go wrong

No matter how far I run
My demons keep chasing me
Losing myself for someone
Who doesn’t have faith in me
Lately it’s been mundane
Don’t know how I keep my sane
I running out of time in my life
Feeling so OCD will I continue to strife
Drifted apart so I’m lonely
No one around I can call
This is where I think I’ll fall
Finding myself in the dark
Where theirs no telling apart
My demons and myself voices in my head
And they go like

I swear, Im tired of crying
And I swear, Im so close to dying
These thoughts they keep me at night
And I can’t turn them off
I know, I’m not that important you got new
Friends that are boring i don’t know
How it all happen where did I go wrong

Slowly we drifted apart
Knowing we weren’t meant to be
Escaping from you was a start
Slowly I was beginning to fall
Knowing that you were my remedy
Saddened with all this hennessey
My mind was really fucked up
My next move was my last move
Paranoid every day sipping away my pain
Loving you was a mistake
I swear that I’m just a bird
Making you love me is absurd
Once I hear your name in vain
All I feel is great amount of shame

I swear, Im tired of crying
And I swear, Im so close to dying
These thoughts they keep me at night
And I can’t turn them off
I know, I’m not that important you got new
Friends that are boring i don’t know
How it all happen where did I go wrong