Reconcile, Bizzle - Put Dat on My Life lyrics

This is for my dogs out there in the struggle
For my partner here
Everybody out there holding on, hold on
C, I ain't too proud to ask
You to pray for me know what I'm saying
I've been going through no what I'm saying
How about you?

He ain't gone never raise that child
Ain't no sense to track him down
But, it's gon be ok i'll put dat on my life
She gon make u sign dem papers try
Her all to make you stay
But, it's gon be alright
I put dat on my life
Ok, might never catch a break
Check it, check it, till ya die
But, it's gon be ok i'll put dat on my life
Cause Jesus be enough to keep us here
Thru the night and it gon
Be alright and I put dat, I
Put dat, I put dat, on my life
Tryin to keep on, keep on
It get harder to praise
Just looking in your eyes n
Tell dat u a runaway
Tell dat u holdin on to pain
Holding on something
Hold, holding on to that anger
Left me on holdin onto to nuthin
Can it be my fault dat it's like this?
Can't lie that I blame u for my misfit's
Lift your hands all over my life
What's the point in all dis here?
I've been breaking down thinking how
I'm gon make it out
I'm been down here on my knees
Tryin to pray it out
It seems like everything that I'm
Working for is fallen part
I can't take it, I can't shake it
I don't know where to start
Each day be getting harder n
I'm most stressed n broke
Every problem after problem
Tell me how do I cope?
I remember hatin Trina, people lost it all
They say took to see God but
They was praisn' thru it all
(givinn it to God) so what I be on?
I want to trust ya
I need ya love to keep me strong
You said that goal and path
Is what you going through
Ain't like we bought mo
Look at what we been through
That's him dude
Cause, I ain't really need for nuthin
I know that I'm loved by the father
But, I'm meant to be frontin
He said I'll never leave along
Put more than you can bear
I'm casting all my worries on the
Lord is cause he cares!
If my savior suffered best
Believe I'm gone suffer
And if Jesus is all I got
Then I don't really need nuthin
Got HIV that nightmare never leave yo mind

But, it's gone be ok, I put dat on my life
Cause you gone burn me with that time partna
Cause dat dude ain't
But, it's gon be ok, I put dat on my life
Might not never meet yo daddy
Might not never come around
But, it's gon be ok, I put dat on my life
Cause Jesus be enough to keep
Us here through the night
And it gon be all right
And I put dat, I put dat
I put dat on my life

Bizzel! Let all my troubles go
But they be coming back
The devil make it rain
We throw a puddle back
Chopped my head of at the
Lie I ain't running back
Keep it moving like a hundred
Spokes on a hundred Lac'
Felt like out the womb I was
Doomed to this black skin
Said I was a coon couldn't
Move I was trapped in
But, I fly fresh out da
Cocoon like what's happenin?
Christ said the last shall be first
That was back then killer, drug dealer
Dead or jail where they said I'd be
I'm a child of God though
That was never meant for me i was trippin
Living out my whip and God sent for me
Let the birth of Christ in my
Life be the death of me
Suffering is promised
What you think is moldin you?
When you at the bottom
Who you think is holding you?
Faithful to the Lord, through it all
What we supposed to do
Shamed with a little bit
Of suffering exposing you
Threw the word of God out then
I let the devil in
Knew that Christ died how could
I reject the medicine?
Spitting on his blood When I left
And I said I rather sin
Said he'd never leave nor forsake
Me and he never did
Father I'm a sinner forgive me
If your still there
I have strayed so far away
I wondered if you still care
I'm ready if you want me still
If not I understand
Then I opened up my eyes and saw your hand
Long as Jesus holds me down
Won't let dis world bring me down
Came too far just to turn to back
Now I gave up too much