Rehab - Absolutely No Idea lyrics

Something is happening inside of me
Forming in the center and slowly migrating
To a thinner layer of skin
Precipitating to my surroundings
There's absolutely nothing
All the direction has been obliterated
And in it's place hope has been reinstated
And I find breathing is overrated
The reproduction of cells futile
Ending at a funeral I'll get
Married and go senile
Just wait a while you think
No this will never pass
Hiding until it has and we
Are just above all man
Stand to deliver another message in my head
Your life is neither sacred nor worthless
In the grand scheme of things each of
Us has a got no purpose

After new mourning in mornings inhaling
Fresh air with nicotine i stare unaware
I don't care what my reason here means
Everything is shady so I'm lazy
And motivation erasing every ideal
Advance creative expectations, so what
My warm feelings are black from blue
I'm comfortable in my mind
State ever degrading you
The drama of understanding is like
Being in your fathers' mind
When he sexually molests your sister
One too many times
Or like being in your mothers'
Mind when shes popping barbiturates
And places your baby brother in a
Dumpster dead from being all autistic
Yeah I'm gifted, grateful
Thankful for being in a
Sick cold waning world while I'm strangling
Beating the sick but fuck your girl
Your sadness is my happiness
Overwhelming my stress
Beating myself in the chest
To please, cardiac arrest, no presence
Mainlining with a used syringe on a
Heroin binge to find joy
The brightest thing I ever seen
Was a flame liquefying foil

You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely noidea
You have absolutely no idea
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You have absolutely no idea
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You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely no

My agitated sadness is equal
To witnessing my wife
Getting bottle fucked on my mothers' mattress
Life's an actress with diabolical tactics
I ran my head into the
Mirror for the fiftieth time
Vomiting gin and lime, scented formhyde
And shitting where I dine
Cutting my coke line with strychnine
Flyer than 80 miles up to the stop sign
Body parts in a box
Setting a brush fire in Charlotte's web
Drinking ahead and soon as I break out from
A medium and what's done is said
Tired of choking with the filthiness of dead
Pussy in Hoboken transit to hell
Purchase a token, bodies floating
Rivers are red, famine
And natural catastrophes
A flask full of stomach
Disease at four degrees
Colder than sterilization
I stare while mama birthed a Satan
In the dark angel, ladies are waiting
Rejoicing, hating anomalies
Brothers and sisters mating
Orgies from Oregon to the
Oracle at the Pentagon

You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely noidea
You have absolutely no idea
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You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely no

Fuck people and opinions it drains my energy
I care about me exclusively
No apologies or excess baggage
Could damage or
Slow my pursuit of max potential
Sick of advice clogging my noggin
Finding selfishness essential
I snap like a pencil, past pissed
Pushing psychotic, fist through sheetrock
Why the boundaries
No more conscience attacks at me
To be nonsense, in fact, no more respect
Fuck what you feel
Far as I know my thoughts and
Visions are the only things real
I'm not an extra in a
Movie 'bout everyone else
I got a thousand fuck yous to hand out
It's time to hit below the belt
And back stab with violent aggression
And spit in fuckers faces
I have no aces, my tongue is tasteless
Slit wrists with razors
Nah I'd rather be a burden
Curtain on your ideals
I'm not taking it, I'm taking shit's
Fuck patience nobody gives a fuck about you
That's the revelation

You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely noidea
You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely noidea
You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely noidea
You have absolutely no idea
You have absolutely no

Worthy association
On what this demonstration
Has made into your occupation