Rehab - Brookie Don't Die No Time To Grieve lyrics

I lost it all, my brain, life
My balls for y'all no more phone calls
I walk along the long halls, the long calls
The alcohol stalls the shows
The strip malls, the hoes
The strippers and spit balls
And pit falls I done fell through
I went to hell for you
Probably end up in Bellevue or jail for you
That'll be two for two, headed for ICU but

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie
I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die
From the drugs and the hoes and
The crack in the floors
The tears and the flows and
The blood in the nose
In the land of the body blows anything goes
If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow
Am I high? am I low?
Guess I really don't know so save me

I bang my head again, woke up dead again
Off my medicine, ripped my cardigan
Made my bed of sin, played my card again
Took my slaughterin'
Wrote it off and took one more daughter in
God don't like me but He love me
And strikes and kills anyone that shoves me
You're best to backtrack
Feel the backdraft when I write rough drafts

I laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lie
I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die
From the drugs and the hoes and
The crack in the floors
The tears and the flows and
The blood in the nose
In the land of the body blows anything goes
If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow
Am I high? am I low?
Guess I really don't know so save me

Lie's uphold the mental in a lot
Of ways in a little
Comfort but instrumental, detrimentally
Gobblin' bit's for supper
Upper echelon be shitty
Pretty silicon titties
Bitty's wantin' a wad and fifty's
Not a hard working wicked man
With calloused hands so, I'm shitty, shiny
Shotty in my lap and thinking naughty
Clapping or cracking a melon that got me
Snappin' felon that trappin' on
The scene laughin'
Sapping my sanity what happened

No time to grieve I laugh when I
Cry knowin' love is a lie
I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die
From the drugs and the hoes and
The crack in the floors
The tears and the flows and
The blood in the nose
In the land of the body blows anything goes
If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow
Am I high? am I low?
Guess I really don't know so save me

Got a chip on my shoulder
The size of Boulder, Colorado, colder
Look in the mirror I'm gettin'
Older El Dorado soldier
Off the off ramp off the
Wagon and on to braggin'
You got a mokey on your back I got a dragon!
I'm in mourning every morning
Hanging out with my dumbass should
Have a Surgeon General Warning
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Born too be wild and born too rust

I hear a roaring beast
I'm in the war for peace
The tears pour from these eyes
The core in me tries to store
The heat rising inside of me
Anger bangs on my brain but I
Managed not to do damage
What a planet we inhabit it's
Sad but it's true dammit
The dealer of bad habit's is
Workin his black magic
Imagine packin' the gat that you
Grab from your dad cabinet
And stashin' it in the bag
And then blastin' it

No time to grieve I laugh when I
Cry knowin' love is a lie
I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die
From the drugs and the hoes and
The crack in the floors
The tears and the flows and
The blood in the nose
In the land of the body blows anything goes
If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow
Am I high? am I low?
Guess I really don't know so save me

Got a chip on my shoulder
The size of Boulder, Colorado, colder
Look in the mirror I'm gettin'
Older El Dorado soldier
Off the off ramp off the
Wagon and on to braggin'
You got a mokey on your back I got a dragon!
I'm in mourning every morning
Hanging out with my dumbass should
Have a Surgeon General Warning
Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
Born too be wild and born too rust
Brittany Yoko, geeked on coco
I duck and truck 'cuz that damn bitch loco
Implode weekly, geeky freaky
Yes pluck me, muck me but cannot beat me
Sing the chorus against or for us
Love, adore us or watch the tour bus
Over your head, if you missed the boat
Well then it's over your head
Yeah, it's over your head

No time to grieve I laugh when I
Cry knowin' love is a lie
I pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't die
From the drugs and the hoes and
The crack in the floors
The tears and the flows and
The blood in the nose
In the land of the body blows anything goes
If Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grow
Am I high? am I low?
Guess I really don't know so save me

Hard too believe anything that you told
If a sin is a sin we all killed Nicole
One way or another we all stole a dollar
And after all we're gonna fall
And after all we're gonna fall