REVERIE - Corona Anxiety lyrics

This rap shit my fucken passion
Never gone out of fashion
Remember writing raps and
On the bus,  headphones blasting
My life ain’t no fairytale, this a satire
Blue like the sea
But beautiful like a sapphire
Change flowing through my veins
Tragedies turn into rage my albums are books
Every song’s another page
Criticize myself a million times a day
Love when I’m on the stage
& they scream my name
In those moments I’m safe, I’m special
I’m a goddess but then the lights turn off
And nothing more is promised
All I got is this moment
I could die tomorrow
My poetry is proof that life
Is full of sorrow
Life is full of beauty, clarity, confusion
It’s scaring me
Sometimes got no clue what I’m doing
That’s because I’m human, I’m flawed
I’m perfect ain’t nobody like me
That’s the only thing that’s certain
When they close the curtains
I am just a person
Processing, learning, I go back to hurting
I sit with myself, my reflection hates me
My demons, they chase me
But my art elevates me
Tryna embrace the balance
That’s my biggest challenge
Loving myself like i love those
Around me in my palace
That loved me at my wildest life go so fast
I needa let go of my past
Needa let go so bad i can’t keep up
Life go too fast life so precious
Now I know that i am living, I’m alive
I am living, don’t wanna die

I can’t keep up life go too fast
Life so precious now I know that
I am living, I’m alive
I am living, don’t wanna die

If I die tomorrow, bullet in my skull
I gave my fucken soul, in everything i wrote
I wanna heal the people
I need to know I’m special i am going crazy
Are you coming with me? Let’s go!
I feel isolated, maybe cuz I am
This corona virus spreading all
Throughout the land history in the making
Got me in my depression
Trying not to stress it
Express it cuz I’m desperate
This shit getting hectic
This feel like a movie
This feel like a nightmare if I’m honest
I’m scared worried about my grannie
Thinking about my family
Trying to be an example & be
The best that I can be but honestly
I’m worried time stopped and I’m in a hurry
I know this bottle staring at
Me not good for me this really a struggle
But I know I’ll be alright
I’m paranoid! Fight or flight
But I’m alive tonight!
This a crazy time, but we gone survive
Me, myself and I know we gone be alright

I can’t keep up life go too fast
Life so precious now I know that
I am living, I’m alive
I am living, don’t wanna die

I can’t keep up life go too fast
Life so precious now I know that
I am living, I’m alive
I am living, don’t wanna die