REVERIE - Yesterday lyrics

See, yesterday I was on top of the world
I'd forgotten all about the
Worthless drug addicted girl
That I was not too long ago
Sorry but I got to go back into my cave
Where I can misbehave lose track of the days
Fall into a permant daze stems into the vase
Pause these caps are gold
Effects like glitter if anybody asks
You say you wasn't with her
Slip her another thizzle her pupils dribble
Back and forth through her sockets
Don't forget to lock it hello there sunshine
Ain't seen you in a minute
My palms are sweatin'
I breathe heavy as I watch it spin it
Emotions diminished, emotions perpetuated
I thought this dream would take me away
And now I can't escape it
Weights too overwhelming for my intake
And I'm hatin' myself for what's
New wake n bake waitin' cause
Yesterday

I know everybody struggles
I know everyone's in pain
I know everybody's fake as fuck
You're all the same I can see through it
Sometimes I can't guess I got a good heart
So I don't understand
How people could do me dirty
'Cause, I'm so genuine
Been bent backwards and forwards
By all of my friends
And you all fucked me over
One way or another
From my so called best friends
Right down to my brothers
But that's life and I've come to accept it
Nothing that exists is flawless or copacetic
So I can't let it
Remain embedded in my pathetic
Fantasy of the perfect world shit, forget it
Don't sweat it i can't enable
This moments have permamently
Turned the tables i am already unstable
My weight is hella heavy today
And I don't mean literally
I mean that I hate it today

Yesterday