REVERIE - Dear Reverie lyrics

It's March 23rd and that means it’s been 5
Days since I last gave into the addiction
It’s a problem that I face and I wish
I could say that this was fiction
But conflict (ion)
I be facing, heart is racing, get impatient
So sick and tired of this slave
Shit popping all my profit
Seems impossible to stop it and
Can’t no feeling top it
Remember the last time? You swore
It was "the last time"
Said that a few time last year
You’re gonna end up "flat line"
That spine is looking kinda slender
Don’t try to defend (her)
You’ve been sober for a while now, bitch
You must not remember
How much you complained
How much you restrained how depressed
And stressed and vexed you became
You even started lying to your friends
Covering up the habit's with excuses
Built a fence, lost defense, lost yourself
Let the "X" take over what’s next?
You gonna go back to "all-nighters?"
Lose your job and respect?
You gotta be checked so I’m asking
You to remember those days
When you couldn’t go to sleep and
Couldn’t get out of the maze
In a daze, in a depth, very dangerous to step
Back into the same predicament
Last time you were crying
Saying you’re "sick of this"
Now you’re thinking of thizzing, shit
What the fuck is wrong with you? This
Shit does not belong in you
I even wrote this song for you
To help you to be strong
So fu just put the pills back in the baggy
I’m not asking, I’m demanding
You don’t really wanna do this just
Stop and think about it
Tomorrow you’re gonna be sorry
Don’t relapse
You’ll collapse and then ask how this cracked
Just let it pass
Don’t disappoint me like that
(Reverie) you don’t really wanna do this
Just stop and think about it
Tomorrow you’re gonna be sorry
Don’t relapse
You’ll collapse and then ask how this cracked
Just let it pass
Don’t disappoint me like that

It wasn’t a possibility i didn’t wanna
Listen to you giving me
Those words ‘cuz they were so true
And now it’s too late
I’m looking down at you and I have this hate
Why the fuck didn’t I listen to you
When you tried to warn me
Not to go back to the habit's?
I’ve seen it happen before me
But then for me to experience what
I "only hear in stories"
So embarrassing that this is how
It ended no adoring
Anybody who loses their life to
Any kind of substance
Shaking their heads in disappointment and the
Chills come as they bump this
"I knew it was gonna happen" "I
Told her she needed help"
Now the kids that listened to me
Really know just how it felt
Too good to be true
‘cuz look at where I’m currently sitting
In destiny’s waiting room don’t think
I’ll ever be forgiven
Never living like you should be and
By then it’s too late
To switch up all the deadly habit's
That are fucking with your fate
I demonstrate why you should hesitate
Said that I would never wait
Now this purgatory proved my glory hella fake
Celebrate your sobriety cuz temptation
Was blinding me and now head to your local
Cemetery’s where you’re finding me
Sorry to disappoint all my friends
And fans and family
I didn’t think it was gonna happen to me
I can’t believe it had to be
So sad to see this talent put to waste
I had so many dreams and now
I’ll never get to chase
After many and I had plenty pick
Up habit's like they’re pennies
And the only think that gets you
Is a glass that’s half empty
So if I could tell you something
The last think that I would say
Is, "fuck the past, live for the present and
Prepare for future days"

You don’t really wanna do this just
Stop and think about it
Tomorrow you’re gonna be sorry
Don’t relapse
You’ll collapse and then ask how this cracked
Just let it pass
Don’t disappoint me like that
(Reverie) you don’t really wanna do this
Just stop and think about it
Tomorrow you’re gonna be sorry
Don’t relapse
You’ll collapse and then ask how this cracked
Just let it pass
Don’t disappoint me like that