REVERIE - Fine, Fine lyrics

See, I ain't trying to be nobody's friend
And I ain't trying to please, anybody
Santa I ain't bringing me no gifts
Why? Because I am hella naughty
You acting hella Gotti, like we be on to nuts
See, I know people with your movement
Cuz I think it sucks
It switches up every five to six months
And I be hating on that
And maybe that's why I'm stuck
Maybe that's why I ain't making no paper, cuz
I'm an innovator and that means
The cash comes later
Favours? Nah, bitch, don't ask me for shit
You know I'm bad at saying no
So you take advantage of it
I'm growing back into being the bitch
I'm turning back into me
When you give your life to the public
That's a deal that lasts eternally
It's hard on me, cuz I be saying too much
Like lately
Suicide been on my mind daily and it sucks
All I really wanna do
Is smoke methamphetamine, and sniff ketamin
Fuck it dawg, I'm down for anything!
Lately, I been fucking up and
Sniffing hella blow and shit
That yola makes my mind go crazy
And I know this shit
But when I'm hella stressing
I wreck up a ball up and roll up dollar
Bill and seconds later I be feeling just fine
Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Don't mind me, I'm just stuck in the trees
That's my negativity to me is
Like a fucking disease
It don't come by the season
It don't even always have a reason
Even when I'm bleeding
Barely breathing and heaving
I still feel it so strongly
Like what's going on with me?
I've felt this way my whole life
Like what's wrong with me?
I hate when people confuse
Sadness with depression
It's not a fucking wannabe session
It's like an unstoppable obsession
That leach on your attention
An overwhelming tension
It's a lifelong battle so don't
You dare mention depression
When you just going through a break up
Cause, I be sick to my stomach
The moment I wake up
Hey but, I guess it could be worse
I talk about this shit too often
Because this shit still hurts
But at least I got my friends
And at least I got my pen
And honestly that's all I really want
And need in the end, right?

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo dawg, I'm feeling fine

Fine, fine, I be doing fine
Yo, Reverie, how you living?
Yo, dawg, I'm feeling fine