REVERIE - Fucked Up (Scarred For Life) lyrics

This is the last chance
That im gonna give you to let me down
Only god knows why I feell you
To be real you
Are something ive always hated
Something that in life I thought
Was supposed to be sacred
But, I had to fake it, take it- in -as a kid
Learned in life, you can never depend
On anybody, anything, any set schedule
Every time I think ive gotten comfortable
They let go said so
Thats the reason behind everything I do
In fact, impulsive actions brought me to you
Seeing thru everything you tried to
Hide in the beginning
Even blind to your reflection & the sinning
That you brag about- when I tag, I mouth
Words- underneath my breath
They come out from in my chest im impressed
That the fabrications that you
Shoot thru my ears
Sounded so pretty, pity party, part- if we
Lift thee
Blindfold made of bricks, up off my eyes
And the chain to my stomach
Then I'll realize
All you told was lies, loved to see me cry
& never gonna be another love like you & I
Words cannot describe, what I felt inside
Demons pushing out from in stomach & I died
That summer that you left me
Promised you would get me
Exactly what you gave me & it made me
Just a little crazy, just enough
To be cold hearted, guarded, interior rough
Fuck left me so fucked up
I think you scarred this bitch for life
Boys are just bitches
They play games & some play it right
I don't trust nobody cuz
People'r all the same
& don't expect perfection cuz you'll
Be the one to blame

Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice
Not nice never ever gonna trust another slut
In in my life
But, if I fight, urges that I hold back
Fuck her up when I see her
& ill make a whole track about the victory
Bitches love the dick ya see
Penis is the prize possession-
They love to be imagining, they were me
So they chase after my boyfriends
Sucking dicks better than prostitutes
Noise ends toys bend when I slash em
Never gonna pass em
Cuz im on that p track, hoodrats
We don't need that
See that, I be killing em, apples
I be peeling em how you like it now? Coming
Down to the ceiling im
Sittin on the roof, sitting upside down
At a different perspective & damn
I really see it now!
Seeing how- I could be so- whats the word?
Gullable, & loveable
So mother fuck the world
How could it be so cruel to me
When all I do is desecrate it
Karma wants ta box & I really fucken hate it
Even waited
Hesitated -> when she stepped to me
Still said it like, bitch
You better bring your best to me

Left me so fucked up
I think you scarred this bitch for life
Hoes are just bitches
They play games & some play it right
I don't trust nobody cuz
People'r all the same
& don't expect perfection cuz you'll
Be the one to blame