REVERIE - Need Me, Pt. II lyrics

This shit ain't nothing different
Here we go again telling each other that
"Maybe we should just be friends"
It’s like a routine, a new scene
Every time we break up
I experience new things
I stare at the clock &
I wait for your response
But, I wait & I wait & still you never call
Then i get to thinking bout
How different it was
When i was out with 'him' on the rebound cuz
He treated me like a queen-
Back rubs & breakfast
& new kicks every fucken week how we do this?
Shit is driving me crazy
I forget my self worth sometimes & lately
I've just been contemplating
Maybe a little bit too much
I can’t even blaze it love leaving me stuck
I might be getting sick of this
I might be giving up
Cuz I told you hella times &
You still don’t give a fuck
I finally understand the saying, "If
I said it once, i said it twice"
I said it at least once a
Day & once every night
Politely, I might scream
Cuz lack of communication gets me impatient
Gets me so stressed & after this whats next?
I don’t even wanna think about
It cuz i doubt it’s
Gonna be productive probably won't compromise
Cold stare looking at me
Water dripping from my eyes
& I don’t even know what’s healthy
Cuz all my relationships in the
Past have felt like these
I’m not a hopeless romantic
But, I have less hope every time
I’m involved in a romance
Damn, is this just how it is?
Find somebody, fall in love
Fuck & have a few kids?
Put up with all their bullshit
Through thick and thin?
& just cover up the scars
Like here we go again