Ricky Hil - Alone Again lyrics

Alone Again Lyrics help i have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's
No one else to blame be my friend
Hold me wrap me up
Unfold me i am small and needy
Warm me up and breathe me

I start to feel bad about it
At the same time I can't
Live my life without it
You say you love me but I doubt it
Just go home ma this room is gettin' crowded
I'm in love I can't help it
You could cut me slack
Every time she leaves she always
Leave the door cracked
But, I can't sleep I wait
For her to come back
On that lean, on that morphine got me laxed
How the hell am I supposed to
Tell her that I love her
When I know that she'll leave me here
For another rock n roll mother fucker
I'm real sad but I'm happy when
I got her in my covers
Six months ago I got popped
By some undercovers and I
Couldn't tell them that my heart
Is broken from my lover
That's why I had the drugs in the car Sir
Don't know how the fuck I'm gon' depart her
It broke my pride but it
Really broke my heart first
How the hell I'm supposed to live like Arthur
Now I'm drowning and my head is under water
I hope she learns from the
Lessons that I taught her
I couldn't get her what them
Other dudes bought her
It didn't matter cause I had a better offer
What do I do now cause I lost her
Said what the fuck do I do cause I lost her
Alone again i'm alone again
I don't think she's comin' back tomorrow

Heavy eyelids steady closing shut
If I never get her here
Then I'll never have enough
And if you say that you sorry
Then I call you bluff
And I don't live for tomorrow
Cause life is tough
But, it's blood, love is love
What the fuck am I to do
When push comes to shove nothing
I'm feigning like a fiend and
I'm leaning with my lean
Promethazine and morphine
I'm already fucked up and if she
Try to call me back then I guess I lucked up
What the fuck, where am I
I don't know cause I'm losing
All I know is this car keeps moving
I95 and I'm barely alive
If I die tell her that I tried
Already burnt but I'm trying to get more high
Listen to my elders cause
They probably more wise
Alone again i'm alone again
I don't think she's comin' back tomorrow