Ricky Hil - Don't Give Up On Me lyrics

Gave up on myself and love
I try to hurt myself again
Gave up on cigarettes and drugs but
Then I started drinking again
I feel my mind starts slipping again
Yeah don't give up on me
Don't leave me lonely
Yeah, I know that stress leads to death
All black is how I dress since you left
I hope I still got enough of it left
It get me up then it makes me depressed
I scare myself because I hate myself, yeah
Youuuu, maybe whеn we realize, bеcome aware
You faking it, behind your lies
We ain't even there, I ain't even here
I ain't even here
In my town where there ain't no love
I'm coming down

Waiting for my momma to sober up
Maybe she don't know enough because if
She knew what it was
She would try to do less of the drugs
Be cool with the buzz
I'm around, when no one else is around
You could be honest with me but
Try not to put me down
Try not to suffocate me 'cause then
I won't want you around don't give up on me
Don't leave me lonely
I escape myself because I hate myself
Yeah, where the tree gon' grow (grow)
When it's down where will we gon' go (go)
I don't lose but I release control
Yeah, tell me why you don't love me no more
Yeah, I get the shakes when
The reaper walks in
Yeah, you don't see 'em but
You feel 'em walk in
Yeah, in my head I hear the devil talking
(devil talking)
But, I'm outside Heaven's door knocking
(knocking) don't give up on me
Don't leave me lonely
I escape myself because I hate myself