Ricky Hil - Holding Me Down lyrics

I see myself in trouble, my enemy is real
In the mirror i see double
And I don't even feel
My drug dealer know me by my first name
The dangerous is unreal
When a business man shunning us
They don’t know what it's like
To smoke one with us
Pop morphine treat a B like a slut
I mean i fuck it up put it in her butt
If he ain't up hoe I'm starving enough
Tryna make the cut riding round
The cut like wassup
She don’t belong in my world
I'm with the devil he don't want a good girl
Plus what I'm doing it would make you hurl
I smoke the oxy til the tinfoil curl
Holding me down taking control of me now
Bleeding me down with everything i love now

I see myself in trouble, my enemy kills
I know I don't want you
But lucifer seems to think that i will
If you're addicted it haunts you
Every night you're waiting for the kill
I let it bleed out, just a little bit
I wanna feel alive i wanna feel that shit
And if you still survive everyday
You wanna feel that shit
I feel guilty when i buy that shit
I want you to know
I'm taking my ways to the tomb
I want you to grow
If i loved you i wouldn’t give you wrong
I’m dying in my room
I asked god why'd he paint the sky gloom
Holding me down taking control of me now
Bleeding me down with everything i love now