Ricky Hil, Miles - I Forgot lyrics

Waiting all day but it ain't even helpin'
I'm high all day but it ain't even helpin'
I'm afraid to be all alone
I got too many pictures on my phone, yeah
And that ain't even helpin'
Baby I ain't turnin' myself in
I really don't wanna leave but I have to
I know it won't be good for
Me to come back to
Baby, you know I don't have you
I hope you know it makes me sad too
You know those days when
The darkness grabs you

Fuck it all, I'm tired of being lonely
I wish you knew cause you
Say that you know me
How much more do you really gotta show me?
I forgot what it's like to be lonely
I ain't choose the pain but it chose me
I remember everything that you told me

Tell me what I did love explain it to me
That we just need a break
Now I'm begging you please
And breaking up was far from easy
Cause girl you knew me back in CT
I always thought that you would know me
You never thought this nigga would leave
I'm a different nigga you'll see
This ain't how I wanted it to be
You don't never take the blame
You don't own up
What about the sides of me that I should you?