Ricky Hil - Proud lyrics

How the hell is it up there?
Is it beautiful? Do you miss us down here?
I always wonder why you got me pacin' around
Put my knees down, and my face in the ground
Mama pray for me now
I don't think heaven's gonna wait for me now
You left us down here tryna figure out life
Is it better up there?
Well I'll see when I die ooh, ooh

I wish that you could see me now
I just wanna make you proud
You know your heart is my house
You turned my heart inside out
I wish that you could see me now
I just wanna make you proud
I just wanna make you proud

Yeah, heaven can you help me now?
Can you help me now?
Whan's the last time you helped me down?
Helped me down?
I think about it way too often
Sometimes I feel like I'm gonna crash
When the world feels so exhausting
And it feels like nothing's
Ever gonna even last
When I get back on up my feet and they
Just kick me right back on my ass
But, I can't accept that defeat and I know
They just want me in the past
I just really need the ass
But, you ain't here
Why you gotta be 6 feet in the grass?

I wish that you could see me now
I just wanna make you proud
You know your heart is my house
You turned my heart inside out
I wish that you could see me now
I just wanna make you proud
I just wanna make you proud ooh