Ricky Hil - Rafter lyrics

Mom, I'm doing bad
Everything I thought I had
Was ripped from me like tags
I left my bitch 'cause she nags
(I left my bitch)

I exist in the darkness (In the Darkness)
A gold moon that I harvest
(A gold moon that I harvest)
I'll die soon but I progress
(I'll die soon, but I progress)
A good place where my heart is
(A good place where my heart is)
I swear, you better leave me alone
Every night the devil meet me alone
Why don't you tell 'em what you got from me?
And why it means a lot to me

So here is the plan
I'mma run away 'cause you don't understand
And you don't treat me like you can

Don't you lie to me baby
(Don't you lie to me)
The way you play me, you hate me
(You break me apart)
I'll hang from the rafters
(I'll end it here) no gods and no masters
(Fuck 'em all) way past the rapture
(I'm the only one left)
I can bleed out my demons
(Save me from hell)
And sleep through the pain
I won't wake up again
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to gain

She was born for me
And then she was torn from me
(And then she was torn from me)
You gave everybody all your energy
(All your energy)
You ain't even had to tell me
You was acting finicky (acting finicky)
You was acting different from the
Times you was into me
You'd spread yourself out too thin (too thin)
And touched a hundred guys
With a hundred hands you was centipede
You don't mean shit to me
(You don't mean shit to me) i'll erase you
For my sister
She remembers what you did to me
(My sister knows) she reminded me

You ain't on the same time as me
You don't honor me
I'mma be high everywhere that I'mma be
Fuck that bullshit you promised me
The only thing that I'mma
Honor now is honesty
Yeah, anywhere that I'mma be
Is my soul that the institution took from me
I pray alone that the demons
Stay away from me then I fall asleep
In the bed they made for me

And the day you'll reappear
I'll bleed through my ears
I'll taste my own tears

Don't you lie to me baby
(Don't you lie to me)
The way you play me, you hate me
(You break me apart)
I'll hang from the rafters
(I'll end it here) no gods and no masters
(Fuck 'em all) way past the rapture
(I'm the only one left)
I can't bleed out my demons
(Save me from hell)
And sleep through the pain
I won't wake up again
Got nothing to lose, got nothing to gain