Ricky Hil - Self Medicating lyrics

The devil live behind that door
In that building apartment four
I fell in love with that bitch
I brought her on tour
I kept her in my pocket
Made me bleed from my eye socket
I always need more
Its a habit that i can't afford anymore
And if i die before i wake up
Try to get revenge on that boy that played us
I hope to fucking god that i never wake up
I hope to fucking god that's
The place they take us (what?)
I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts so much
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot

I was not enough everyday
I thought that i could make my issues go away
And i ain't gonna pray
Cause god don't fucking listen anyway
I tried to talk to him but
They told me to wait i guess ill try to talk
To him right before they put me in my grave
I tell him thanks anyway

I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts so much
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot

I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts a lot
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot

Wake me up today
Tomorrow ain't really promised to us anyway
But death is the truth is
That shit is hard to say so while i'm here
I love you til i'm breathless

I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts so much
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot

I can't really help it i get lost a lot
And i get suicidal thoughts a lot
I'd do anything to get these thoughts to stop
I hope you know i love you an awful lot
Greaf