Ricky Hil - Suffer lyrics

Yeah, yeah, na na na (Limosa Nostra)
Ekhem, Ricky Hil (Oh, my suffer) ricky
Na na na na na na case B1zzie hoe

My girl said I hope you don't die
I know you 'bout to make a move
So I hope you don't try
Six feet in a hole that I lie
You know a ho gonna lie
A slut tell the truth
I leave my whole heart and
My guts in the booth
I must tell the truth, I know how to lose
I’m a fuckin loser
I dropped outta school, and
I’m a substance abuser

I don’t wanna go back to how I was
The people that I lost say they
Hate the way I was
Girl, I'm sorry that I missed all your calls
I'm sorry that I really don't care at all
I smoke on this earth cause they
Say it takes the pain
I'm always try to change but
I kinda stay the same
I wrote down my name so you
Know that I was here
I hide all my pain and I hold back my tears

I don't wanna see you suffer
I'd rather suffer mind flatters
Behind shutters
In my darkest hour I'm staring down the rifle
I'm trying to find a verse in a bible
The hunger and the thirst from survival
I wonder if that left me suicidal

I bleed out till I pass out
I had a whole pound, and I'm bout a half out
I guess i'm maxed out you like bad bitches
But when they start coming down
They lash out
I start to wonder what the fuck that's bout
My house like a grass house a stash house
Listen baby, i love you but, if we break up
We gotta promise not to bad mouth, each other
'member i fucked you in your dads house
So stop throwing stones at a glass house
It beats me ion know how you got passed me
We was layed up together last week
If you ask me

I don't wanna see you suffer
I'd rather suffer mind flatters
Behind shutters
In my darkest hour I'm staring down the rifle
I'm trying to find a verse in a bible
The hunger and the thirst from survival
I wonder if that left me suicidal

I run all day i run from my fears
I don't want to be here, I wanna dissappear
I'm insecure, around all my peers
I cry out tears, I hope no one hears
I don't wanna live anymore
I know that you cheated on me before
I don't wanna go outside
I rather bleed indoors
Its something in my heart that
I don't see in yours
You only love me when i'm high
So i'm high right now
They'll only love me once i die
Ima try to die right now

I don't wanna see you suffer
I'd rather suffer mind flatters
Behind shutters
In my darkest hour I'm staring down the rifle
I'm trying to find a verse in a bible
The hunger and the thirst for survival
I wonder if that left me suicidal