Ricky Hil - Take This lyrics

Ricky yeah north Part cT

I know I disappoint you
And you really make a point too
When I'm with you,  I'm in heaven
But the underground is where
I'm really going to
If you're with me, then you're going to
My little brother's just a baby
But he's going too

I'm living too crazy, but I'm born to
I listen to Darby Crash
And I listen to Korn too
I'm aware of all the shit that I do
I know that I ignore you
Like my life wasn't tough enough
They tell you toughen up
I tell that bitch she don't fuck enough
She don't like to do the stuff I love
She says I'm here for you
I'm the only one that'll care for you
It ain't me, darling, it ain't me
The sheriff and the sergeant hate me
Your daddy hate me

It's something in me that you see
That they can't see
They gonna try to copy my cadence
They gonna make it blatant
They won't act like they Love me
They gon' act like they're hating
I got a mistress, a maiden
In the hotel that I stay in
We gon' have relations
In this bed that I lay in
Every time that I'm dying
You ain't never helping
I know that sounds selfish
But, I feel helpless

I got no one to tell this, shit to
But here it goes, I miss you
I piss blue, I wish you
Was coming back to me like you
Said you was going to
Then you went and died like
You said that you would
They don't know what it's
Like to live misunderstood but, I do
I go through the same shit you go through
I feel like I know you

So hold those stories close to your heart
Everything I told you is so true
They act like they don't know you
I know that they know you
They know the pain too
When you leave, I remain too
With all the people you left here
I do my best here, this is my best year
Ain't nothing that I left here

Expect a body, I took my soul with me
I hopped in a Chevy, took a hoe with me
She tryna go down this hole with me
What you see? Babe, what you see?
What it is, ma, what it is?