Ricky Hil - Uncomfortable lyrics

Well i been high as hell since i lost you
Ima die in hell cause i crossed you
Ima put the whole world above you
Im wearing all black just because of you
Stop staying that i never even loved you
Eat your words or ima take em from you
Acknowledge me when i'm standing right
In front of you
Ion care if i make you feel comfortable

This is when the darkness occurs
The most hopeless and heartless on earth
If we never leave the ground
Then we never gonna make it
Why you make it complicated?
Now we can't even talk
You're heavily medicated

I'm highly decorated i'm too dedicated
When i die they gon celebrate it
Laid up with this young hoe faded
But the visions from the past that
I have bring me back
Look, then it make me sad
Its like war inside my head
Then it makes me mad

You ain't gonna fix me even if you try
I know you're gonna miss me so i get high
I hope you don't judge me
I promise that i try