Ricky Hil - You Girl (The Abortion Song) lyrics

Sometimes I think if I don't wake
Up It won't be that bad
I've been feeling like this since 7th grade
Mama told me if I'm good then heaven wait's
I ain't buying that shit I'm at hell's gates
Riding slow with some weight out of state
I ain't selling, I'm using drug-abusing

Spanish bitch, but she speak English fluent
So I talk to her, tell her 'bout my problems
But she don't have no ways
That we can solve 'em
Drugs, I like 'em on my tongue dissolve them
If I had a choice at these
I'd pop all of them i love model bitches
Ain't nobody tall as them
But sometimes I feel like
The devil's calling him

I'm the guy that'll cheat on you
You know, deceive you
But not have enough balls to leave you
But, I see you
And I treat you different from
The motherfuckers that need you
So what's beneath you? Is it me?
Are you just looking at me when I eat you?
You know your past will defeat you
But, I ain't judging, it happens to me too
So if you start to think you don't like me
You probably don't bitch don't fight me
I do drugs, they excite me

I think enough of these
Drugs will enlighten me
I'm dying slow from a broken heart
I swear to god I didn't know
I would've broke your heart
I just wanted you to play apart I can
Try to find shit that'll make it hard
Can you feel death is that a real
Thing or am I just left?
Can you feel love? is that a real
Thing or am I off drugs?

You girl, you can be the one
I've looked all over for you
But, I just keep coming up with one
If I die girl then you'll have no one
I've lived my life in the dark with a girl
But, you look like you're sun