RipThePetals, Greenhouse - The Blade Engraved With This Is All Blossom Boys Fault lyrics

Kill me ‘for my blood drips down
And lands on the floor
With the blade engraved with this is
All just blossom boys fault
I wanna kill myself so bad so
You won't hear me no more
I'm over writing songs about you but
Your still in my thought

Emptiness and pain can't describe what
You made me feel
I loved the love and hate the grudge
They all warned my about you
Recording songs about your taste while
You're sitting in my room
I hate you face so fucking much
Still makes me think about you
I don't really know what to do, on my own
I just wanna feel love yea
How do you forget about the girl who made
You the happiest thing up in this world, yea
I don't even know what i'm on
But this high just don't feel right
I don't even know what i'm on, triple
The dose, tonight i wanna fly, yea

Kill me 'for my brothers
Heaven see the light
Kill me 'for my mumma, i can't see her die
Kill me when you want cause
Bitch i think i'm ready
Kill me how you want because
Bitch i feel nothing

Pierce your blade inside me now
I feel so aligned
Find a path back to you through myself
You know i've tried
Im so sedated, so I sleep through the night
Always inside, I need time

Yeah, Death is a process
I'm making good progress
You wanting me is the best, but i'm useless
Whole days filled with ash rituals
New process
You are a god, yeah, and i'm your disciple

Finished with me
Shoot through me like a rifle
You cut through me with your kiss
But I like it its hard to fight this
I'm gonna lose but you want this