Rite Hook, Slaine, Vinnie Paz - It Ain't Easy lyrics

The weight on my shoulders is like cargo
And I don't wanna know how
Deeply that my scars go
It's like the Fetus in the Womb by Leonardo
They got me feeling like Buscemi out in Fargo
As a kid I would just stare
Up at the stars though
And pray that eventually I'd
Have a God's flow
Remember riding in my father's Monte Carlo
Two months later he dead, now I'm in a fog
Broke papi, Mami, I love you
But what do you do when there's trouble?
How do you process that life
Is a beautiful struggle?
I could end it fucking all
Without moving a muscle
And I'm too old to let the
Left hook loose in a scuffle
How do I deal with the designation to be ill?
As far as Marciano, separation isn't real
I don't believe in the
Philosophy that schism kill
Cause every time I kiss my son
It warm my inner chill

I'm trying to stay sane in
This game, it ain't easy, hey
I done made my own lane and
I swear you'll believe me, hey
I live in this world full of anger and pain
And nobody is safe in this place
Not my God or me
Try to stay sane, it ain't easy, hey

Nothing's equivalent to the deep
Brain I was given
And what I'm giving is something for
You to sit and figure
The derivative of it even if you can love it
Most of them hate it but fuck 'em
You can suck my dick when it's uncovered
Son, everyone under the sun
Where it's coming from
It's someone close to living with nothing
I been dealing with it
No one said I can't be livid about it
Just paint my fucking canvas with
The pictures I'm hearing about
Been sinking every day of my life
It's getting older, couple mill' man
Damn it'd be nice
How many shows do I gotta fucking murder?
Put my heart in to make a splash
The industry is like a sea
Of infinity of blatant trash (Ha)
All I can do is laugh at it
While I'm struggling with sobriety
Like a classic addict
Someone call the record labels
And let 'em know that I don't give a fuck if
I make it or never blow

I'm trying to stay sane in
This game, it ain't easy, hey
I done made my own lane and
I swear you'll believe me, hey
I live in this world full of anger and pain
And nobody is safe in this place
Not my God or me
Try to stay sane, it ain't easy, hey

Feel the hellfire, the heaven on you
Think someday I'll reach my dreams
But I'm never gonna
I got a screw loose, and a deuce-deuce
You got some more lies, I got some new truths
When the hellfire comes and it's burning ya
You either find out that you was
Or it weren't in ya i'm still fucked
Sleeping on my friend's furniture
But, I stay determined 'cause I know
What I can turn into
They told me that I couldn't do what I did
I saw the future, I just knew as a kid
I would visualize the life that
I grew up to live
When you listen to me rhyme
I tell you who the fuck is
The legend rebel, the peasant devil
The high court MC
Smash anyone against me with heavy metal
My balls are big enough to
Break walls at every level
My music call kids from all
Towns and every ghetto
I'm an anomaly, mommy, nobody's calming me or
Stopping my lyrics from spreading
I'm more like gonorrhea
Life isn't easy, is it
When all you see's a blizzard
I'm going back to demic
I think I need a visit

I'm trying to stay sane in
This game, it ain't easy, hey
I done made my own lane and
I swear you'll believe me, hey
I live in this world full of anger and pain
And nobody is safe in this place
Not my God or me
Try to stay sane, it ain't easy, hey