Rivers of Nihil - Hellbirds lyrics

Don't understand why all these people give a shit
I can't seem to feel the same
My life is all slipped discs and cartilage worn to bone
But I got chemicals to ease the pain
It's not existential
We're all in debt cause there's price to pay
My broke ass can't afford it
Tell the angels I'm absent when they call my name

When that ship sets sail
It's never coming back
Tell me who survives
When the hellbirds fly they make the sky turn black

Cause they don't care where they go when they die
You see the hellbirds fly?
We're out
Don't ask that question baby, if you don't want no answer
I'd rather die, I'd rather die

Pastors, bishops, and priests
Those dirty pricks rape babies
I only fuck with the devil man, his shit goes crazy
You think we're underground but we come from pure air
Like the voices you talk to
Nobodies

There to count your blessings baby
Even though your god can't save me
I've been so obsessed with hating
Maybe you are too

All our lives a fucking lie but whatcha gonna do?
Whatcha gonna do

I got nothing to die for
So I wanna get higher
On the wings of a bird
Tell your god who he prays to

Cheap tricks and mysterious ways
The secrets way out
This can't be what it means
Tell me what it means

And when the ships set sail
They're never coming back
You see the hellbirds fly?
Tell me who survives
When the skies turn black

And we don't care where we go when we die
We don't care, we don't care
So let the hellbirds fly
Fuck it
I'd rather die in war than in a pile of cancer
I'd rather die, I'd rather die
So let the hellbirds fly
We're out