Ron-Loc - To Enslave a #MockingBird" lyrics

It's a ice cold game when it rains it pours
Every direction I turn is a slamming door
But I can't see myself fall to the floor
Or let anybody that try to break
Me down succeed at it anymore
Since I was 5 all I wanted to
Do was just play some ball
Now I'm a man that same dream
Don't really mean nothin at all
They told me be a good person but
That type of state of mind
Enabled people to step on
Me every single time i fall
Some times I feel like sprinting
Clean through a brick wall
But then reality strikes before I
Even make it that far
Then I look in the mirror asking myself
What the hell were you thinking
And fall down on my knees thanking
God that I wasn't drinking or doing drugs
Cause ain't no telling how
I'd probably end up that will mean that my
Talents were simply waisted
Sick it make me want to throw up
Gang signs but that already got
Me shot at and stabbed
I can't walk that rout no more plus I'm a dad
I can't even imagine my beautiful
Baby being treated as
Half as bad as I used to get it
That's why I feel like I can't
Let nobody beat me spitting lyrics
I hope it's somebody out there
That really listen the way
I deliver parts of my soul
And display the glistening of my heart
Position of a dream that fell
Apart or the felling
That you get after your car won't even start
On a day when the rent is
Late and plus if you show
Up late one more time you
Getting fired on the spot
Damn, my live is like a
Nightmare translated and when it
Hit reality I'm hoping like hell I make it
But if I don't then I guess
I'll just be another memory of
Great things that was supposed to come
That somebody didn't want see
It's like I'm losing my focus
And hocuspocus won't save me
From thoughts of wicked demons
Trying to enslave me
Some times I want to write a letter
To Big Snoop Dogg and beg
Him to show what it was he
Doin that helped him make it
Shit I'm tripping I'm not just
Another fan and matter fact
Asking for nothing ain't even part of my plan
The only person I beg for
Something is god that's it
That's all and every other thought is a fraud
The only message I got for people
That's listening is when the
World try to step on you don't ever give in
That's the conclusion to all the
Words in this chapter
Signing off it's Ron-Loc
Mr microphone adapter