RONNALD, Little Dragon - Die Before You Die lyrics

Twice I turned my back on you
I fell flat on my face but did not lose
Tell me where would i go
Tell me what lead you on, I'd love to know

No longer live like this, No longer give away
My feeling's to people who really never stay
Another 7 days I suffer different ways
My mother drifts away
My brother wish to play but this
Array of misery is dread
If this the way I'm lead I'll piss away
The past now if this all lay ahead
If I can never change myself
Then whats it really worth
If I forever stay the same then
Lay me in the dirt
If I'm forever burdened with this
Person from my birth
My purpose cursed away my worth
In thirst I'm certainly disturbed
I'm fucking starving through the days and now
I pray I make it through
But even if i do then I
Can't stay the same as you
I need to find a route
I need to climb up out these
Time and redefine my doubts
I need a sign that points the
Way a needle shinning now
This desperation is so deep
You see my mind I'm out
You see it's time to drown within it now

What the fuck now?

Save me