RSO - I Don't Want to Have to Need You Now lyrics

You know I wanna hold you
But I've been broken way too hard
Every time I tried to love
It was ashes from the start

I was frozen
Somehow you rose the hope inside
I couldn't face myself if I never tried
Never tried tried tried tried tried tried

I don't wanna have to need you now
You stuck inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
I can't let go can't let go

I'm fightin' so hard tryin to find myself
You showed me I was someone else
I don't want to have to need you now
Need you now but I do

I ask myself the question
Can I handle hurt again
The only answer that I've found
Is to try to love again

Are you my rescue
Are you my blue sky shining through
I have my fears you've got your doubts
But I believe we'll make it through
Try, try, try never say goodbye

I don't wanna have to need you now
You stuck inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
I can't let go can't let go

I'm fightin' so hard tryin to find myself
You showed me I was someone else
I don't want to have to need you now
Need you now

When you find something real
It changes your life yeah the reason to live
The reason to love the reason to say goodbye
To yesterday's blues yesterday's blues

I don't wanna have to need you now
You broke inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
Can't let go

I don't wanna have to need you now
You stuck inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
I can't let go can't let go

I'm fightin' so hard to find myself
You showed me I was someone else
I don't want to have to need you now
Need you now but I do

I don't wanna have to need you now
You stuck inside my heart somehow
I want you too much now to let you go
Need you now but I do