Rxseboy - insomnia lyrics

It's late at night
I'm writin' poems on my phone
I'm isolated, but I never feel alone
I'm concentrated
Yeah I'm all up in the zone
I gotta work 'cause soon I
Might be on my own
I talked to Jack about the shit up in my life
I talked to Matt about the
Girls I never liked
And Brad is up in D.C. lookin' for his wife
And Chester's graduatin' this year
What a sight
Surface level, everything is goin' great
And all these newer people cool
But can't relate
I feel like lately
I been questionin' my fate
Don't wanna rush it so I guess I gotta wait
And sometimes, I really think that this is it
I got some people tellin' me
To call it quit's
My father always used to tell me get a grip
And now the world is
Slippin' through my fingertips

Losin' hope
I gotta go

That's my soft side talkin'
In reality, I'm a dead man walkin'
Do a backflip
Talkin' 'bout the band camp parties
That was back in sixth grade
Can't forget my shawty
Well, she cheated on me, but I didn't care
Brown hair
Talkin' shit when I wasn't there
I had the buzzcut, coolest couple was us
Only kissed once
But I kept it on the hush-hush
Yeah, went to a dance at
The Eagle Harbor Golf Club
At the end
We were sneakin' on the golf course
Holdin' hands
Stick together durin' manhunt
And whispered to me "Anthony you're
Such a odd dork"
Reminiscin' but I'm back now
I'ma find love, never back down
I was always chillin' in the background
Now they notice me, I gotta act proud