Rxseboy - message to you lyrics

Can barely sing and I can barely rap
People pulling strings so puppeteers relax
I'm barely working out
I barely feel emotion
I barely feel the days and
Now I'm barely coping
But in the end I know that
I'll prolly make a statement
Wanna collab with Kodak and
Shoutout Gater Nation
I gotta give it time, I gotta keep my balance
I wanna make another album let
Them see my talents

They looking down on me
I understand the reasoning
But please you best believe I'm cooking
Up I got the seasoning
I'm working till exhaustion
I ain't stopping for a second
Never loved that second place cause it
Tell me 'bout second guessing
Now look at all this bread we getting
I gotta break it for my brethren
Life is such a blessing
I know she read it but she
Still ain't never get the message
I made it clear that blowing
Up was always my intention
You either be with me or against me
You should stop pretending
You should stop acting idiotic
Bro it ain't trendy
And watch my debut I swear to
God this shit will be trending
Idols fill in my mentions
I don't sip to remember drink
Is cold like December
Use it to calm my mental make
Millions with just a pencil
The craziest part about it
I'm doing it on my own
Bro they beggin' me for collabs but
I'm sorry this is my solo

Now they mad and wanna talk about me
I heard that shit from my homie
Man why you gotta doubt me
Let's not forget that you the ones
Who try to walk around me
And now you jealous cause my come
Up has been so astounding
I don't write to kill the time
Writing with my will to find my sanity
Arrogant with my clarity
Carry me in my casket and pray
For me when they bury me
Peace is sweeter than Sara Lee's
Memories never perishing
I been left out of everything
Got a lot to take
But I got so much to give
You still Ima have to wait
Given too much to em lately
And that was my mistake
I know them probably just hate me
Tell me the love was fake
And her and I, I guess it was a fade
I'm nice for what to these women
Okay that's word the drake
And shoutout all my exes you
Know I keep in contact
I said I'll always care I know that
Most of y'all don't want that
And if you got a problem you
Can hit me if it's urgent
Just don't forget that I'm working
Cause I'm a busy person
Making time slice for the people
I'm keeping by my side
And cuttin off the people who
Lie about being down alot
They try to kill my pride
Sorry but that isn't easy
Like why the hell would I be worried
About the girls who tease me
That's only temporary looking for
Longevity and proving everyday
These people haven't seen the best of me
Let's crack a couple bottles and reminisce
About the past inside my Eldorado
When I was 3 my momma thought
I would become a model
Almost 19 still bump in no role models
They wonder why I never liked to talk
About all of that basic shit
When I bring out my dreams they look
At me like what you saying kid
You know you'll never make it big so
Why the hell you even trying
I tell em thanks for all the
Pressure y'all just made a diamond

It's the end
But really it's only the beginning
When I truly reach the end
Don't worry bout it I'll be winning
I've had a lot of hardships
Make me rethink life
But I want this so bad
I promise I will never think twice

Thanks for all that you do
Goodbye