Ryan Trey - I'D RATHER NOT lyrics

I tried to boss you up by seven millions
You started crossin' up
You started crossin' up (Haha, haha)

Got me back in that mode
I'm 'bout to start fuckin' this
Slut and these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time
To turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I
Don't know why 'cause it's nothin' speak
Shit seem strange but she just said
That she just reachin' out
Shit went bad, she back on the road
She back on the pole again
Thinkin' to myself, oh my God
Can't down this road again
Shit so hard 'cause
I can't hold back the feelings I'm holdin' in
Fuck that shit, I ain't text back
Just like I'm supposed to be

Timeline, flashback, twenty-six weeks
Whole lot of images of you and me
Took the all of me for me not to call her
I can't go back to war with lil' shawty

Said she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Said she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord
She said, "You must think I'm a joke", yeah
Yeah
You told me that it was real love, oh, oh, oh

Back in the day when it was just me
And you and nobody was ever there
And you take half and I take half
And you would get whatever's left
The one thing I would never do is
Speak on shit they'd never know
See, I love you and I love her but
The bond we got ain't cuttin' it close
Lil' baby the bomb
I put flowers in her prezi
I can cash out right now, no hesi
See, shawty do the dishes and she Christian
Tryna save me
You just wanna fuck and then lay up
And have a baby
Mint blue '22 La Ferrari, that's a half mil
In these streets, tryna find real love, girl
You never will
I was sick way before the Covid
I'm forever ill that boy a prick, can't get
It wet like me, girl, let's keep it real
I'ma forever PPP, I might not never kneel
Only gave you sneak peek
A life you'll never live
High resolution, VV's, I'm forever chill
You should've been right here
How you not feelin' me?

Said she's aware of what I did, oh Lord
Said she's aware about the bitch, oh Lord
(Oh, Lord)
She said, "You must think I'm a joke", yeah
Yeah (yeah, yeah)
You told me that it was real love, oh, oh, oh
(Oh, oh, oh)

Got me back in that mode
I'm 'bout to start fuckin' this
Slut and these hoes again
Got me back on the road, it's time
To turn it up, up, up, rock shows again
Got a text from my ex and I
Don't know why 'cause it's nothin' speak
Shit seem strange but she just said
That she just reachin' out
Shit went bad, she back on the road
She back on the pole again
Thinkin' to myself, oh my God
Can't down this road again
Shit so hard 'cause
I can't hold back the feelings I'm holdin' in
Fuck that shit, I ain't text back
Just like I'm supposed to be