SadBoyForLife - Oizys lyrics

There’s a war inside my head
And I’m drowning in regret
When the lights come down got an empty crown
My body’s missing pieces
Can’t pull it all together
My body’s missing pieces
I wish I could remember my body’s missing-

Lately, I've been changing
To fit other's standards years been wasted
Scared of slander out of motivation
Wanting validation prison of this hatred
I'm broken and battered
Tryna realize whatever I think matters
Attention from people that had
Made me shattеr
Focusing on negative, ignoring the lattеr
Losing what's imperative and
Falling into chatter
Told myself that I wouldn't HOLD back
That I wouldn't go back
To bottling what's sad
But it seems as though that
My depression attacked and put me in a black
State of mind, on my own
When I open my phone i see how I've grown
With my music and it shows
But I know I won't
Be able to handle those numbers
Eyes on me makes me suffer

There's a war inside my head
And I'm drowning in regret
When the lights come down got an empty crown
My body's missing pieces
Can't pull it all together
My body's missing pieces
I wish I could remember my body's missing-

Don't wanna feel like I'm losing me
And I know that I'm losing the
Ability to let me free
I cannot breathe, I cannot see
The way out of this dark hole
And I cannot take control
I know if I were to trust you
I might end up better
But I’m not willing to chose
Even in this weather cuz I’m lost