Sadeyes, xtra - not alone lyrics

Ripped black jeans and Snow White hair
It's like no one sees or no one cares
It's like all I crave is her
But I'm not what she deserves

She fucks with my head on the daily
She fucked me like she really hate me
She love when I sing her to sleep
I love her so much I can't breathe
When she speak, I see stars in my dreams

Every girl I talk to hates me
I feel like I can't even cry, I wouldn't date me
And if you told me that you loved me you were faking
I make the most of all the hearts I end up breaking so
I don't even cry no more
But, lately I been crying on the floor, like
I don't even want this life
Why does it have to seem so bright?

I, know
I, know
I, know
You're not alone

Ripped black jeans and Snow White hair
It's like no one sees or no one cares
It's like all I crave is her
But I'm not what she deserves

Yeah I know I'm not alone, but it sure does feel like
Everyone hates me, I just don't feel right
And you said you're not alone
But when I show up there's no one home
It's not easy believe me, when
I'm standing right here and you still can't see me
I'm in your ear but you still can't hear me
I'm speaking truth and you still don't believe me
I've been broken before and I'm broken again
I guess I'm being punished for my sins
Lately my nightmares feel like my friends
'Cause only they understand me in the end