Sadie Jean - By Now lyrics

I thought I saw your car
Even ran the red to just to make sure
I wonder where you are
When I'm chasing down strangers

Is it still too late
For my mind to change?
'Cause it's changing all the time
But it's been eight months
Since I've heard from you
And it still feels like you're mine

By now, it shouldn't hurt this bad
I know that I walked out
But the blame is all I have
And that night in July is still all I think about
So, if I could do it over again
I wouldn't say goodbye now

Every time I cry
I pretend you're here and I'm over it
Living in a lie
Is a little exhausting

'Cause we can't get back
Anything we had
And it kills me all the time
'Cause it's been eight months
Since I've heard from you
And it still feels like you're mine

By now, it shouldn't hurt this bad
I know that I walked out
But the blame is all I have
And that night in July is still all I think about
So, if I could do it over again

I wouldn't leave you crying on the phone
If I would have known
If I wasn't selfish
I wouldn't let me say the things I said
If we tried again
This time, I'd be honest
Wish I could un-break every promise
'Cause

By now, it shouldn't hurt this bad
I know that I walked out
But the blame is all I have
And that night in July is still all I can think about
So, if I could do it over again
I wouldn't say goodbye now