Saigon - When Will U Love Me lyrics

I wonder will you ever love me
Will you ever? Will you ever care? When?

Maybe after I'm dead and
Gone they'll get along
Then they'll look back and see things
That I said in my song
Hope I did enough right that
It deaded my wrong if I was to die tonight
I don't know where I'm goin heaven or Hell
I don't think the reverend could tell
He see I'm addicted but what
Started as medicine failed
And left me to deal
With a chemical dependency
He act like he God
With his subliminal supremacy
Talkin like if I don't get straight
Then he could seal my fate
Wait - you could seal a
Fate but you can't rehabilitate?
So now on Sundays I be right here on my perch
I sit across the street and just stare
At the church and it hurt
I figure maybe they'll love
Me in my afterlife
In retrospect they might recognize
What I sacrificed
For now a nigga here with his head hangin
Askin life and Hip-Hop the same dang question

Ohh, ohh oh oh, today, tomorrow, right now
When will you love me?
Oh fall for me sometimes
When will you love me? Somy curiosity

When when uh, uh, uh
I know a young man who's becomin a gun man
Raised by a single mother who
Main concern was a suntan
And goin on vacation whenever
The invitation was presented
Listen, you'll comprehend this in a minute
See as a minor he had
A dream of bein athletic
She said she would sign him up
For sports but she ass-betted
So he got into books
But even that was overlooked
Yet all he wanted was love from the
One woman that's s'posed to put
Him above everything
She was too busy with niggas
Had fakin with wedding ring
Somethin she had never dreamed
'bout to transpire
The street took control of his soul
Now her only son's a ghetto vampire
He out late stealin and dealin
Front of the corner store
Wasn't long before the boys up the
Way had wanted a war
Caught him, put the gun to his jaw
Then the last thing you seen before
The flash was his mom his last thought

Ohh, ohh oh oh, today, tomorrow, right now
When will you love me?
Oh fall for me sometimes
When will you love me? Somy curiosity

Uhh, uh huh, check
Sometimes all it takes is love
For us to rise up above, survive just because
You'll be surprised what you're deprived of
When you deprive others of love
Demise is a must the heart can't breathe
The soul can't carry on
It's hard to succeed, the roles keep addin on
If you love somebody you should show
'em while they still here
Tomorrow they could be dead or
Askin you from a wheelchair

Ohh, ohh oh oh, today, tomorrow, right now
When will you love me?
Oh fall for me sometimes
When will you love me? Somy curiosity

Rich Kidd, thank you
The beautiful Andreena Mill saigon good guy