Savannah Dexter - Stressed Out lyrics

They say "believe me" and then they leave me
(Stressed out)
My gut deceives me, I trust too easy

My mind's doing eighty in a thirty-five
Asking myself, all these friends did me dirty, why?
Smile on the surface, keep the hurt inside
Fuck what you heard about me 'cause you probably heard a lot
Tired of learning my lesson (when will I finally learn?)
Fires, I try to suppress 'em (I end up getting the burn)
Silently fighting depression (waiting on tables to turn)
Feel like it just gets worse

Open up everything that hurts and put it on inside a verse
Hit record and let me pour out everything I keep on buried
Too deep with my past in a hearse
If it's "fuck you" it's probably 'cause you fucked me first

They say "believe me" and then they leave me
I pick up the pieces and watch them go
My gut deceives me, I trust too easy
Maybe I'm the problem, I don't know
But I know I'm stressed out
I do my best not to show I'm stressed out
I need to let that shit go, I'm stressed out
I try and smile through the pain, I'm stressed out
I'm stressed out

Feel like when you choose to be different, no one respects your decision
Everyone ridicules 'cause they got the wrong vision for me
I'm sick of listening to the critics, just quit mentioning me
'Cause who I am is everything that I intended to be
Fuck helping, I won't give another minute for free
The ones that try to help always have intentions to leave
Tell 'em how I did you knowing that you did it to me
You want attention but I promise you won't get it from me

The same song when it comes to friends
Went from surfing couches to a house with a piano and a den
I can't forget how low I been, money can't fix what's broke within
You say you love me, I say here we go again

They say "believe me" and then they leave me
I pick up the pieces and watch them go
My gut deceives me, I trust too easy
Maybe I'm the problem, I don't know
But I know I'm stressed out
I do my best not to show I'm stressed out
I need to let that shit go, I'm stressed out
I try and smile through the pain, I'm stressed out
I'm stressed out