SBANE, convolk - ​U r not alone lyrics

I miss you like the rain
All this metal on the spring, spring
Three thousands types of flowers
And you know I'm evergreen
I am smoking proper weed
Go and drink some and see
Got the Hendricks in my cup
I swear that’s the type of dream
I've been sleeping back my idols
Each to this melody
Cause we used to sing together
Now I'm playing hide and seek
I’ve been playing hide and seek
All alone inside my fears
Please don't play alone
Maybe I ain't cause I am weak

And you know that, I'm not scared of dying
And you know that, I'm not scared of dying
And you know that, I'm not scared of dying
And you know that, I'm not scared of dying
Even every year has passed
I still want you in my past
Where we used to share secrets
That were kinda bad
You know my momma's gonna cry

Got nowhere to go no one to call home
You are not alone you are not alone
Every time you call, I don’t pick it up
Every time you pay, I might pick it up
Everytime you break my heart
I’m picking up the pieces
But I'm pieceless, yeah
This got me so torn, yeah, yeah
I feel so worn, yeah, yeah
You made me so warm, yeah, yeah
Now I am forlorn, yeah, yeah
Everybody wanna fuck with me now
Everybody wanna do the drugs I used to be now
But I’m just rollin' off a bean now
You don't even fucking love me now oh woah