Sclubadults - Opposite (Feeling Shit) lyrics

Wish I had a heart break
Wish I had a reason to freak
Not this flailing numbness
Or a reason not to even speak

But when someone who you didn’t really love
Was oh so shocked when you
Told them the above
Mind your sober head was talking to it'self
That you're scared and stupid
Gross and weird
That you're so so worthless cos of
All the things you did
And you know it's half right
You realise that they were kinda right
What you feel and what you
Want are the opposite

Wish I had a boyfriend
Wish my best friend loved me
Not this vapid kinda friendship
We’re so sick of pretending

But when someone who you really fucking love
Was oh so shocked when you
Told them the above
And your buckfast head was talking to
It'self that you're scared and stupid
Gross and weird
That you're oh so worthless cos
All the things you said
And you know it's half right you
Realise that she was kinda right

What you feel and what you
Want are the opposite