Seclorum, Shiloh Dynasty - Astrid lyrics

Father forgive me for you know
That I’m always sinning
I take no interest partying with
Liquor fucking up my system
Excuse my language that’s a hang up
On how shitty I’ve been feeling
I’m sorry I feel no attraction I
Know that it’s been a minute

Cause I’ve been so lost, without you
Cause I’ve been so lost, without you
Cause I’ve been so lost, without you
Cause I’ve been so lost, without you

I'm in pain, I wish you never took this shit
Away, put myself last since the first day
I’m lost trying to find my own ways, so
I apologize cause I’m still in a delay, yeah
Suicide was the first thought, leaving
Home was the first thought
All these God damn feelings I
Just fucking caught nah
Look at all the fucking issues
That this bitch brought yeah
Slave to my own mind, I was so kind even when
You fucked me over I decided
Just to stay blind, you loved me right? I
Doubt it man you never showed signs
Thats why midway I stopped trying
No crying, no buying, no lying, man
I still love you though
This is what I’m implying

Without without without without
Without without
Yeah, cause I’ve been so lost without you