Sene - Eyes Dry - TheAfter lyrics

My days are cold, my nights are slow
And I can't take it
My days are cold, my nights are slow
And I can't take it

I can't cry you a river no more
That river ran dry and frozen
And every time that I try, I can't cry
And when I do, still nobody notice
And it's hopeless man

I said I wonder when the pain will let up
Or better yet when the rain will let up
Cause on the gloomy days I swear it's
Like a pain to get up
Same stress while me and
My lady ain't together
Realize house was just our little
Game and get up
Then I told her I can't play games forever
My fam's hurting and I told
Them I'll make it better
Got cousins who got nothing
And one of them is just a little girl
Who asked me which dress I'll get her
Right before she turned and asked
Me if there's a heaven
And if I know their number maybe
She can leave a message
If I'm dead, I'll be dialing it daily
And I feel I need a miracle
Because nothing else can save me
Fussin' like a baby
Maybe this is just a sign I be going nuts
Yup, it say I'm going crazy
Probably sniffing coke and listening
To too much Jay-Z so I left home and ain't
Move back since eighteen

Now my unc' got cancer lungs got cancer
And he ain't ever smoke once
And me all I do is smoke blunts
Puts my life into perspective
All I do is smoke weed, have sex
And make records nothing I'm promoting
I'm telling you it's hectic
Trying to draw a line every
Time you overstep it
Running through here everyday but
Smoking got you breathless
So now the doctor clearing up
Either way I fuck it up
Instead of get the message
Believe me it's depressing
Even when my days all done
Instead of getting sleep
I'm letting beats still pump
Dreaming of a better feature
But until that day comes
Guest I'm just another speaking raps
And every time I I just
Homie told me I should chill
I said relax, I'm done truth is I never am
I got habit's that I ain't better than