Guardin, Sewerperson - SUBSTANCE lyrics
guardin [Nicholas Jordan Kerr-Carpenter]
[Guardin, Sewerperson - SUBSTANCE lyrics]
Branwen hear me
Oh all this armour
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for
The millionth time this month
I'm trying to get fucked up so I'ma
Hit it up from the bong
Substance be my best friend
Substance did me wrong
But we won't get along, you should kill me
I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist
'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate
I'm just trying to get it on
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal
I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I
Would have these dark days
But dear God, just give
Me something to light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defence
I regret every minute you are viewed a friend
Deep in thought, I reflect
You were brought back to re-admire
The scars on my neck
I'm just tryna' reflect
I'm just geeked here even if I was dead you
Would knock the bleeding
I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
If you're just tryna' kill me make me happy
Been ignoring all the signs
I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was
Sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit up
In my life and in my Cognac
Next to everything I love and
Hope eventually will thrive
But the truth is hard to
Swallow after everything is done
In the process
Hard to grieve in tears so I might compromise
So you better try to settle for the comfort
In the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast
Been committing social suicide
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for
The millionth time this month
I'm trying to get fucked up so I'ma
Hit it up from the bong
Substance be my best friend
Substance did me wrong
But we won't get along
You should kill me i'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist
'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate
I'm just trying to get it on
Oh all this armour
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for
The millionth time this month
I'm trying to get fucked up so I'ma
Hit it up from the bong
Substance be my best friend
Substance did me wrong
But we won't get along, you should kill me
I'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist
'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate
I'm just trying to get it on
I'm about to give up, they don't even know
I've thrown up every meal
I'm just tryna take it slow
Of course I knew that I
Would have these dark days
But dear God, just give
Me something to light, please
I forget what had hurt me in defence
I regret every minute you are viewed a friend
Deep in thought, I reflect
You were brought back to re-admire
The scars on my neck
I'm just tryna' reflect
I'm just geeked here even if I was dead you
Would knock the bleeding
I know I made my bed and I'm sleepy
If you're just tryna' kill me make me happy
Been ignoring all the signs
I'm not doin' fine
Lost another friend and I was
Sure that we'd survive
In the midst of all this shit up
In my life and in my Cognac
Next to everything I love and
Hope eventually will thrive
But the truth is hard to
Swallow after everything is done
In the process
Hard to grieve in tears so I might compromise
So you better try to settle for the comfort
In the words exchanged from you to I
Move across the Eastern Coast
Been committing social suicide
Another day of talking just to say nothing
I message pretty much two people at the most
I'm scared of saying something wrong
I wake up and apologize for
The millionth time this month
I'm trying to get fucked up so I'ma
Hit it up from the bong
Substance be my best friend
Substance did me wrong
But we won't get along
You should kill me i'm not strong
I won't put it in the setlist
'cause I would start to sob
Just let me feel this fate
I'm just trying to get it on