Shahmen - 26 Freestyle lyrics

Yeeeah

26 years old kind of feels old to me
Still a lot left to build still
A lot I want to be was a prince to a obtain
To rule without a king
I was raised by my mother plus
The books I would read
Artists that I studied in the
Songs they would sing
Paintings that I was loving were
All a father to me
Carried a heart in me finally starting to see
Saw it the whole time it
Was too hard to believe
One that I lost in the
Mail never to be received
One coffin without a nail is not
As dead as you think
The skeleton's alive and it's
Asking for a dance
The roads between his teeth
And house-stretched tan
The memories inside my head can
Haunt me all night
Or remind me that I'm blessed
Then it is all right
I pull a page about a book
And then I song write
I want to share this with my
Girl and live a long life
I hope I'm left enough to play
This when I'm gone right?
So much I want to say so
Much to burn the light
Too many lives to save too many die tonight
Still I'm making change so I
Can sleep at night

Blood pumping so hard that I
Must hit the page
And I don't even need this pen
I got ink for days
Wishes made came true and kissed my name
Bless was born in sunny California
But the blessings were born all along my way
Around the world and back for
More than 40 days
But about that - still I'm just a house cat
Went to Australia and never saw the outback
Now I'm back writing tracks
In the Netherlands
Haven't gotten a dog the story never ends
And make more records and make more friends
Beginning to get my ends but
Now it all begins
Over and over and can't stay sober
But I'm writings songs about you to
Bring me closer to closure
And at the same time I'm
Wide open knowing that the
Window was open and we can always stay open

My heart bleeds and I can't
Help but tell the lie
And tell the lie that the truth
Is I want to die
I want to die and resurrect with a new life
Every day and come true with new tides
New tides and new land and new sand
New face and new place and new hand
New hand to hold to hold me tighter
And hold me closer and hold me through
The middle of the night here