Shxdow - My Story lyrics

Bitch better add my name ‬
‪His new style be my old style &
Bitch I kinda find that lame ‬
‪Fuckin golly act wood & holly true
He kinda got some fame ‬
‪Just remember who you watched and watched
Before you entered the game ‬
‪Most of these rappers fake as fuck
And I swear that’s gotta cease
‪Fake like a Geordie tit's and lips or
Fake like a black girls weave ‬
‪I don’t wanna hear no shit bout last
Supper bitch I’m tryna feast ‬
‪Shxdow where you from? Well my soul from
The darkness shell from the east ‬
‪Man try teeth my steez like
Jamie Oliver jerking jerk‬
‪Try be us it won’t work uhh uhh
Blood you ain't from these curbs ‬
Po used to drop us on opp
Block no shank, no phone, thats dirts
You ain't never seen
Bloodleak, trickle, drip, gush or squirt
Sometimes i don't even wanna rap cause it
Feels like it ain't done piss
But get me hated, rated, my face baited
Get me nicked i been doing this for ages
Used to put the dot dot under my
Bed right next to my trainers
Shells down the back of the sofa
How the fuck feds didn't find them ones
When mums yard got spun over
Irrelevant victim it's not amnesia
I just don't know ya
Man wanna question why i don't bring man
Through but i just don't owe ya
Were was you when niggas done switched
On me and turned all cobra
Funny how man smile with opps but
Hate on so called friends
This is ends burying friends just
Like we bury our skengs
Feel like the hate is real and shit
But feel like the love is pretend
Is this what my life is ment
To be or isit the ends
Is this what most of these people
Be on or isit my friends tELL ME PLEASE!
I don't wanna give no more friendships
Cause bonds get broke and bitch and it breaks
My heart when i have to end it
Bro done shanked up my man blud and
Hoped that docs would ment it
I said bro done shanked up my man blud
And he hoped that docs would mend it
Growing up was wild and dumb
Now I gotta roll with this and
That just to protect mums son
Ever since I was about 15
I noticed life ain’t fun
I was about 13 14 when
Man first held that gun
The first time I picked up
A knife for defense, i was like 8
By then it was too late
Exposed to violence destined fate
Things that I done to my family imagine
What I’d do to a mate
Sometimes gotta tell my bitch like fuck dat
Shit I don’t wanna do dates
I’m just tryna say I don’t
Wanna carry this sword today
Look outside the rain pouring on
My window clouds are grey
And I keep getting invites online
I don’t wanna play
And I hate when they keep asking me
What’s up I don’t wanna say
Manna like manna like Shxdow how
You depressed? Poor & war
Blood i look at the glass as half empty
And it pisses me off even more
And I can’t trust these new faces
But i watch these bitches more
Have you ever invested time then had
Your heart broke by whores
And that goes for male or
Female we all relate
Have you ever been snaked by ones
You loved and felt that quake
Yeah I know you probably have
The world gone fucking mad
Loyalty died like 2010 that’s fucking sad
Blood I hardly speak to my bros
Or sisters and where is dad?
Member when dad said I was going
Hell just because I rap?
If he ever knew what I did
On road he’d think I’m tapped"
How can a man i grew up
With end up takin crack
This was way before the beef
Was cracking it were'nt that
Cause swear my man started taking food
Cause i fucked his yat
Weak minded niggas blinded by
The sight of pussy
Made it out the hood am lucky
But i still think like chucky
Cause i know that man wanna get
Me down stupid fucking rooky
Thats why Shxdow got betty shetty
And Shxdow get jucky
The way ive left slots in these
Niggas come like machines in booky