SickLonely - Better Know Now lyrics

What you better know now
When you listen to my sound
Take your mind into another realm
Infect you make you sick

Only hear the evil never trust no people
Never trust another lover
Love it don't exist

Hatred in my brain
Its enough to make you quit
You'll never feel the pain
Or the stress that i did
If you look into my brain
You would think that i'm insane
Broken into pieces too sick to be contained

I'm too sick ill never have shit
But does it matter
When i rap i get my thoughts
And serve it on a platter
All the voices in my mind
They be talkin all the time
I don't wanna hear them whine
Im fkin numb from all the chatter

And the bullshit that be
Fuckin comin up lately
Think about it all the time but
Don't let it change me
Many people in my life i
Think that they hate me
All this Paranoia fkin got me feelin crazy

Got me feelin like im on empty
I don't wanna push through shit
I wanna go back back when i was kid
Whats the point in these drugs
If they don't do shit
Whats the point in findin love
If the feelings ain't mutual
Fake friends ghost when
The situation critical
Keep close mates to a minimal
Lied to my face
Broke my trust now you maggots lookin pitiful

What you better know now
When you listen to my sound
I take your mind into another realm
Infect you make you sick

Only hear the evil never trust no people
Never trust another lover
Love it don't trust

Hatred in my brain
Its enough to make you quit
You'll never feel the pain
Or the stress that i did

If you look into my brain
You would think that i'm insane
Broken into pieces
Im too sick to be contained

Many memories be comin back they fuckin me up
All the lies and all the tricks im through
Think about you everyday but i
Don't wanna see ya
Cut the ties i wanna start anew
Chapter with this rap shit
Step around the clowns that bring me down
The crown is what i aim for
Problems got me lost and found now i caught
My sound make music what im made for

When i rap i sound nothing
Like these other guys fake up in their eyes
You know that i never lie
Only rap about what i live and how i do
While these other rappers singing lullabies

I get the fact that i rap quick
I just hope they catching every
Lyric that i spit
Pick apart the game fuck chasin after fame
Maybe i put too much effort up into my shit

What you better know now
When you listen to my sound
Take your mind into another realm
Infect it make you sick

Only hear the evil never trust no people
Never trust another lover
Love it don't exist

Hatred in my brain
Its enough to make you quit
You'll never feel the pain
Or the stress that i did

If you look into my brain
You would think that i'm insane
Broken into pieces
Im too sick to be contained