Sorakujira - Wanted lyrics

You spend your time with him
And I’ll spend mine alone
You're waiting on his whims
I’m waiting by the phone
You'll say goodnight to me
Cause I can't sleep without it
You'll say "I still love you as a friend"
And I’ll say "that's not what I wanted"

And I understand that I can’t make you
Feel the way I do about you about me
(about me) but if things go on like this
You can’t live the way you’re
Used to without me

Please, heart
Would you shut up for a minute?
I’m trying to think
And it seems there's nothing
Left to begin with
So I’m following my instincts
And they say don’t pick up the phone
My heart says yes but my head knows
It would just lead to another entry
On the list of mistakes that I’ve made today
And it’s a long one
I guess we had a good run

I’m starting over again
You’re nothing more than the
Ghost of a friend
Long gone, I’m not going to pretend
That you’re the person I knew back then

I know, I should have let you go
But you should have let me know
If you wanted to leave you
Should have just said so
And by leave, I mean leave
I don’t mean hold on, lying next to me
Like you did
How long has your heart been gone?
You set the world record for leading on
I’ll never know why
I guess that this is goodbye

I’m starting over again
You’re nothing more than the
Ghost of a friend
Long gone, I’m not going to pretend
That you’re the person I knew back then

I’m the captain going down with his ship
It’s been a long journey but
I guess this is it and I’m so far from home
Adrift in the splinters and foam
Trying to swim on my own
As you sail away in your boat with him