Soul Op - What It Is lyrics

I be feelin like a ghost no one miss me
Im not thinkin bout a bitch
Cause they distant
A lot of things on my mind but can't list it
I was hanging with a girl with red lipstick
Shit, it's just much for me
But thats what it is what it is

You don't
Love me i don't know how to feel love
Talking like you not even fearless
Thats what she saw atleast what was in us
I gave up but for real, i still feel her
I still need sum yeah
But i don't need nothing
It just really struck me

But for real, that is just nonsense
But 30 in the bank then deposit
Fuckin’ all you know cause you ran through
You the type of hoe be eating all the cashews
But that head despicable cause my dick gru
Be hoppin on the songs cause i miss you
But i gotta get it overwith its too
Overwhelming, cause we hit it
But couldn’t fuse
Everytime I go on insta you cross my mind
Obsession ain't depression
But that shit really a lie
Im teaching me a lesson
On how i can just stop liking
Runnin out things to talk about
Because my life isnt interesting
Can't go a year without them liking me
No more tears, no more anything
But i always deal with it everyday

All my life i just been breaking rules
I ain't never like the real shit
The real use for me was to just make vids
On some games fool i really hope that I make
It cause my names cool
I don't care about the money
Don't want change too
Really hope I ain't gon change
For the fame, loose
Memories always get out and i can't tame
I really hope that she wanted my last name

You don't
Love me i don't know how to feel love
Talking like you not even fearless
Thats what she saw atleast what was in us
I gave up but for real, i still feel her
I still need sum yeah
But i don't need nothing
It just really struck me