Squiblers - Dysphoria lyrics

"Alright, do any of you
Know what dysphoria is?" "Well"
"If you don't, I mean, let's talk about it
At least" "Thank you!"

Do you know about dysphoria?
This'll be a lesson for ya
About what I have to deal with
It's bullshit,  but it's worth it
I'm not a boy, I'm actually a girl
I'm trapped in a body I could never twirl in
Like a ballerina, or a dancer
Give me a chance, I'm hurt

I can never be heard
All these thoughts really hurt
But it'll be alright in the end
I can never be heard
All these thoughts really hurt
But it'll be alright in the end
In the end, end, end in the еnd

"Do you understand a little bit now?"
"No? Alright herе we go"

Dysphoria really fucks your life
It makes you stay up late at night
Hating yourself, causing you to
See nothing except bad
About yourself so you end up putting shit
On a shelf, one that only you can can get to
I get one, not two, not three, but four
These attacks every night
It's fucking up my life
It's making me not want to survive
This future pain, yeah, yeah, yeah

I can never be heard
All these thoughts really hurt
But it'll be alright in the end
I can never be heard
All these thoughts really hurt
But it'll be alright in the end

"Let's get into why I think
It will be worth it" "At at least for me"
"Um uh, here we go"

I'm gonna be cute, you know, just like you
That's my goal, to be adorable
Because I look like a doorknob door hole
Drake & Josh, like my deadname, it's insane
And I feel sane, but I know that if I
Try, I won't have to die, I won't have to cry
I'll survive this pain

I will be heard it won't really hurt
Because it'll be alright in the end
I will be heard it won't really hurt
Because it'll be alright in the end

I will be heard it won't really hurt
Because it'll be alright in the end